If most of pop culture is still a flight of male fantasy, there are sometimes blips, tears, and portholes that give us a glimpse of worlds ruled by girls’ and women’s desires. The girl gang movie Foxfire (1996) was one of those rips in reality for me when I first saw it as a teenager. Rewatching it, I can’t tell anymore whether my high school friends and I modeled our lives after the movie (the bedrooms like vintage or wicca shops, the abandoned buildings broken into), or if a movie that looked like our lives somehow made its way to us in suburban Milwaukee.
Foxfire, which was
directed by a woman (Annette Haywood-Carter), written by a woman (Elizabeth
White), and based on a novel by a woman (Joyce Carol Oates’ Foxfire: Confessions of a Girl Gang),
begins in a girl fantasy zone. Protagonist Maddy (Hedy Burress) is taking
polaroids of her naked boyfriend in the woods (read: female gaze), and then
she’s gliding through high school hallways on rollerblades, pointing her camera
in every direction: cheerleaders in the bathroom, flash, girl passed out on the
toilet, flash, boy grabbing his crotch in an effort to deflect Maddy’s gaze,
flash. The rollerblades, besides being super 90s, give Maddy the speed she
needs to zoom in and out of each shot before anyone can adjust her hair or try
to protest. Maddy controls the image, and she’s ravenous, gobbling up
everything around her.
The fantasy
continues as a mysterious girl dressed in black, played by Angelina Jolie,
arrives in town, stumbles into Maddy’s biology classroom, and sits down at the
lab table across from her. The teacher, Mr. Buttinger, is trying to force Rita
(played by Jenny Lewis of indie rock fame) to dissect a frog. Mysterious
Angelina Jolie girl, who will eventually give her name as Legs, gives Maddy a
what’s-going-on-here look, and Maddy tells her, “He’s always giving her shit.
He’s such an asshole.” Legs’ response is a challenge and an invitation: “So
make him stop.” She gets up, frees the (oddly still alive) frog from its pins,
walks to the window, and tosses it out. Mr. Buttinger announces, “I’ll see you
in detention also,” and Legs replies, “I don’t even go here,” and jumps out the
window after the frog.
It turns out
that Mr. Buttinger has been molesting Rita and other girls after school, and
Maddy, Legs, and two other girls—Violet (who’s also been molested by Buttinger)
and Goldie (who, we learn later, has been abused by her father)—devise a plan
to catch and punish him. They walk in on him groping Rita’s breasts the next
day, and then, in the film’s most satisfying scene, they kick his ass. The
girls promptly get suspended from school, but this only amplifies Foxfire’s powers of teenage girl wish
fulfillment: now they spend their days in an abandoned house on the outskirts
of town, where they drink, smoke, dance, and give each other tattoos while
Mazzy Star plays in the background. This house-of-their-own becomes the girls’
headquarters, the strategizing place for feminist vigilantism, and suggests the
possibility of a utopian outside.
The girls’
possession of the house is the pinnacle of Foxfire’s
feminist fantasy. Isn’t this the secret hideaway that every girl wanted? I know
I did. In high school, my girl friends and I, the ones I watched Foxfire with, would sneak into an
abandoned warehouse off the highway, write on the walls with lipstick, and hang
out. We thought of it as ours, and as one of the only places we could go to
really be by ourselves. When Tara was about to move away, Jenny and I decided
that we’d throw her a going-away party in the warehouse, because Tara had
always had the most ambitious visions for the space (a fashion show on one
floor, a rave on another). As we were twirling streamers from pillar to pillar,
setting up for the party one August afternoon, two cops walked in and busted
us. We were arrested for trespassing, handcuffed, fingerprinted, and brought
down to the station, where our parents picked us up. But there were no real
repercussions in the end—even the $25 court fee was waived. My mom cut out the
police report, whose writer seemed to have amused herself by writing “cupcakes
and streamers were confiscated,” and gave it to me to put it my scrapbook.
Similarly, the girls in Foxfire,
after getting arrested for carjacking (they steal a car in order to protect
Maddy from getting raped), get released back to their parents’ custody, with no
real consequences. Everyone gets off scot-free except Legs—whose real name,
Margaret Sadovsky, is revealed by the judge when she sentences her to juvenile
detention. The judge’s reasoning is that she doesn’t have a legal guardian, but
could use some adult supervision (although, of course, the adults in the movie
are mostly evil or dangerous).
In Foxfire as in life, the abandoned house
of feminist utopia can exist only temporarily, if at all.
The second
half of the movie breaks down—stuck in social reality, conservative suburbia,
where can this girl gang go? In some movies, like The Craft (also 1996), the girls might learn some magick. In other
films, a girl might die, a narrative indicator that the world cannot absorb
her. But nobody dies, not even the enemy, in Foxfire. What happens is that Legs the drifter leaves town
(hitchhiking in the cab of a truck, the way she came in), and the rest of the
girls presumably go back to their old lives—a predictable Hollywood ending that
restores the pre-Legs status quo. So the tear in space and time is sewn back
up, and although the girls will, of course, never
be the same, we’re left remembering that age-old feminist problem: for all
the individual acts of resistance, structural change is still a long way off.
The wound in the flesh of the patriarchy closes up and heals. The Law shrugs
off its challengers. The girls find themselves, through school suspension and
no legal consequences, spit out by the circuit of institutions that surrounds
them. Perhaps because they are young or perhaps because they are girls, their
power either does not threaten, or is not understood by, the forces of law and
order.
Legs is the
exception: institutions want to exert their power over her, to swallow her up
in them, because they understand that she is a roving, dangerous,
outside-the-law figure. Mr. Buttinger tries to give her detention, and the town
judge succeeds in sending her to juvie.
But another way to read Legs is as a figure for the circulation of
vigilante feminism. She doesn’t stay for long—in school, in juvie, in town—but
wherever she goes, she stirs up action and resistance and carves out
alternative spaces. And so at least two feminist possibilities emerge from Foxfire. First, there’s a vengeful,
vigilante, DIY feminism: go find the teacher and beat him up, go steal the car
and drive away. Second, there’s separatist, utopian feminism: the girls form
their own society off the grid (hence the profusion of atmospheric candles), a
home of ecstatic girly joy (the dance party scenes are second only to the
ass-kicking scenes) and mutual protection.
Foxfire’s
ass-kicking, girls-against-the-world brand of feminism is aligned with the
anarchic “gaga feminism” J. Jack Halberstam describes in the new book Gaga Feminism: Sex, Gender, and the End of
Normal (2012). In an analysis of Lady Gaga’s “Telephone” video, Halberstam
writes:
it ties Gaga and Beyoncé to a kind of Valerie Solanas (the wild feminist
from the 1970s who shot Andy Warhol and wrote the SCUM Manifesto arguing for the “cutting up [of] men”) version of
feminism, a dark feminism, a Thelma and Louise ride against domestic violence,
the law, patriarchy. It is also a feminism built around stutter steps,
hesitation, knowing and unknowing, embracing your darkness.
Although the
girls don’t want, like Solanas, to bust the entire system, but instead choose
their targets on a case-by-case basis—and although they don’t, like Gaga and
Beyoncé in the “Telephone” video, try to kill everyone in sight—the Foxfire girls, with their avenging,
vigilante strategies, certainly seem to be part of the gaga feminist genealogy.
Halberstam argues that Lady Gaga is not the inventor or even the central icon
of gaga feminism, but merely the latest incarnation of a dark feminism with a
history, one that can be traced back to anarchist feminists such as Solanas,
Emma Goldman, and Shulamith Firestone, and linked to performers like Grace
Jones, Poly Styrene, and Yoko Ono. A recent description of a Halberstam talk
about the book puts it this way: “In Gaga
Feminism, Jack Halberstam locates Lady Gaga as less an icon than an avatar
for new forms of gender and sex politics.” In Foxfire, gaga feminism is, of course, embodied by that other global
superstar/avatar, Angelina Jolie.
I see gaga
feminism as one strand of what is usually called third-wave feminism. Framed in
this way, it has other important precursors, located in this mid-90s blip that
let in not only Foxfire (1996), but
also Buffy the Vampire Slayer
(1997-2003), Lilith Fair (1997-1999), and riot grrrl culture. Setting Foxfire in the Pacific Northwest in the
1990s instead of upstate New York in the 1950s (the original setting of Joyce
Carol Oates’ novel) seems, now, in a way that went over my head as a teenager
in Wisconsin, a deliberate nod to the riot grrrl movement, which was at its
height at this moment (Bikini Kill broke up in 1997). Foxfire demands “revolution girl style now” (Legs: “So make him
stop”), and tries to create safe spaces for girls amidst a culture of violence
and sexual assault, just as the riot grrrl movement did by creating safe spaces
for girls (safe areas to dance in mosh pits at punk shows, among other
strategies).
There’s a
scene in Foxfire that especially
embodies this riot grrrl ethos. Around halfway through the movie, a group of
jock boys creep up on the abandoned house where the girls have set up
headquarters, and where they’re currently in the middle of a frenzied dance
party to The Cramps’ “Let’s Get Fucked Up.” Big bully Dana demands that the
girls undo the damage they’ve done by beating up Mr. Buttinger and accusing him
of sexual harassment: “If Coach Buttinger loses his job because of you sluts,
you’ll pay.” The (anti-)logic here is that girls must pay twice: first by
getting assaulted (which is their own fault, because they’re “sluts”), and then
by the social punishment that further ridicules, stigmatizes, and ostracizes
them for sticking up for themselves. The girls threaten and sexually humiliate
the boys right back. Violet replies: “That’s pretty big talk, Dana.” Dana comes
back with: “You know Violet, I was thinking about you last night.” Violet:
“That’s funny, Dana, because I was thinking about you, too. Oh, yeah, that
fuzzy little head of yours buried between my thighs, just going away at what
you love best—why don’t you tell all your little friends here how much you love
the way it tastes?” Maddy giggles and squeals, calls out a few more taunts, and
the boys back off and leave. Besides the riot-grrrl-esque dancing and
shit-talking, this scene also reminds me of the movement’s response to slut-shaming:
riot grrrls had a habit of writing “slut,” “bitch,” and “whore” in magic marker
on their bodies and clothing, a feminist strategy designed to shock viewers
into awareness through the reappropriation and ironic reversal of pejorative
terms.
When I think
about gaga feminism or riot grrrl or third-wave feminism—these feminisms born
in the 1990s, stifled post-9/11 (for more on this stifling, see Halberstam’s
final chapter), and finding their, ahem, legs, again today (see: the Gurlesque
in poetry, Pussy Riot in music and politics, the rerelease of out-of-print
Bikini Kill albums, the 60s “girl group” music revival, the TV show Girls and everything else with “girl” in
the title these days, the new 2012 Foxfire
movie adaptation), I think about teenage girls. Not just because I was one in
the 90s, when the culture was trying to figure out the difference between riot
grrrl power and Spice Girl power and mostly ignorantly conflating them, but
because teenage girls’ lifestyles incubate anarchic resistance. An adolescent
girl’s bad attitude, her big F-U to everything around her, is not merely a
hormonal surge, a phase, but instead a wildly appropriate reaction to a culture
that wants to control and exploit her body, convince her to be complicit in
that exploitation (by disposing of her disposable income, for example), and
punish her for fighting back.
What I’m
suggesting is that in addition to inventing new feminist practices, we might
also remember the ones we used to employ, and borrow some from our own
lives—from the petulant, defiant, smack-talking, hysterically giggling girls we
once were. Girls who staked out their own spaces and invented their own
rituals. In Foxfire, the girls get
suspended for two weeks for beating up Mr. Buttinger. When they’re receiving
this mild sentence, they’re piled on a couch together, laughing derisively at
the principal’s line of questioning (“What are you girls, some sort of gang
here, hm? Girls who run with foxes, that sort of thing?”). This laughter gets
them another week of suspension. It’s as if conspiratorial giggling is almost
as bad, almost as punishable, as beating up a teacher. And isn’t it? The
principal needs to investigate the claims of sexual assault against Buttinger,
and he might discover that vigilante justice has been done. Two weeks. But
laughter in the face of the law is infuriating, unjustifiable, anarchic. One
week. Here we can recall Helene Cixous’ foundational text of second-wave
feminism, “The Laugh of the Medusa”:
A feminine text cannot fail to be more than subversive. It is volcanic;
as it is written it brings about an upheaval of the old property crust, carrier
of masculine investments; there’s no other way. There’s no room for her if
she’s not a he. If she’s a her-she, it’s in order to smash everything, to
shatter the framework of institutions, to blow up the law, to break up the
‘truth’ with laughter.
Medusa, Gaga,
Buffy, Angelina—the power of the mythical or iconic woman, for feminism, is the
way she can harbor forces of resistance, laugh in the face of the law, and pull
open the portal for a minute to let the light stream through. Utopia—what is
it, but the affirmation that our reality might be otherwise?
When I think
about borrowing strategies from our teenage girl selves, I’m not sure how
they’ll translate to our adult lives, when most of us are no longer members of
girl gangs, and when the price of rebellion and anarchy seems a lot
steeper. I wanted to write about Foxfire because I had a longing for
it—to watch it again, to remember what it taught me as a teenager. Now I
understand that that feeling was half nostalgia, and half yearning for other
presents and futures. When I commute through New Jersey, on a train I take
because I am avoiding a man who harassed me on the bus I used to ride, I stare
at the industrial ruins—the empty factories, the piles of cinderblocks, the
rusted machinery, the brick warehouses with smashed windows shimmering like oil
puddles—and I long to inhabit them. I can’t fully explain this urge using logic
or language. It’s visceral, it’s outside logos—it’s
right below my ribcage. I look over my shoulder at the seats around me on the
train, worried I might run into this man who would masturbate and stare at me
on the bus, and then I look out the window at the hollowed-out buildings. And I
want them: want to possess them, not
like an owner or a sexual aggressor but like a ghost. I think about how I
should probably get out of the big city, quit this epic commute, and find an
empty house in Detroit or someplace. Milwaukee. I think about how I tried to
stand up for myself using the good force of the law, with good cops on my side,
and how it all went according to plan, a successful undercover sting, and how
that was not enough to make me feel safe. How I actually feel less safe. Of
course there’s a whole separate story here, but it’s a story, too, about the
longing for vigilante feminism and safe spaces. I think about how I wish I had
a girl gang on my side, how women (and men) said they wanted to beat this guy
up, said they wanted to do a magic ritual, but ultimately felt powerless, like
me. I think about the crumbling facades of warehouses, the blowing up of
institutions. The trees that grow inside abandoned buildings, trees like girls
and women. I stare at the wasteland and think, One man’s junk, and think of the great salvaging women who have made
art out of trash. I stare and try to catch sight of my favorite ruins, and my
desire goes out the window.
Watch Foxfire on YouTube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ym6J3gVs-RY
Info on the
2012 Foxfire: http://www.hollywoodreporter.com/review/foxfire-confessions-a-girl-gang-369050
Becca Klaver is the author of the poetry
collection LA Liminal (Kore Press,
2010) and the chapbooks Inside a Red
Corvette: A 90s Mix Tape (greying ghost, 2009), Nonstop Pop (Bloof Books, 2013), and Merrily, Merrily (Lame House Press, forthcoming). In 2011, she and
Kate Durbin curated the Delirious Hem forum SEAM RIPPER: Women on Textual and Sartorial Style. She's a PhD candidate in English at Rutgers University and lives in
Brooklyn, NY.
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